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It's amazing how you left me with so many memories that never fail to make my heart race.. makes me want to go back to those days when you were still here.. and makes me willing to wait a little bit more. |
Whenever I hear that song.. he is the first thing that comes into my mind.
It has been a while now. Two months since he left. I miss him so much..
Remembering him has always been something I always wanted to do. It is not as if, suddenly. he pops up in my mind.. I guess, it is because I always choose to think anything concerning him.
I wanna stop wondering What ifs.. I wanna know What is.
..but, I know in myself that I don’t have the courage to know What is really is. Taking risks has never been that easy for me.
If I told him I love him.. How would he respond? I think, he’s just going to smile and say Thanks..
I am wishing that he would respond in a way that I wanted him to. But whenever I am starting to imagine, I just cut myself and say the word “Impossible”. It never crossed my mind that there is a chance for me to be loved by a star. I want to believe, but circumstance itself is telling me that I should not.
It never made sense for you to love me. I always knew that.